"Russian Roulette"

Uh, uh [sound of taking breath]

Take a breath

Take it deep

'Calm yourself', He says to me

If you play, you play for keeps

Take the gun and count to three

Im sweating now

Moving slow

No time to think. My turn to go

And you can see my heart beating

You can see it through my chest

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving

I know that I must pass this test

So, just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself

He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'

And then I get a scary thought

That he's here - means he's never lost

And you can see my heart beating

No, You can see it through my chest

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving

Know that I must pass this test

So, just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes

I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?

So many won't get the chance to say good-bye

But its too late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating

No, You can see it through my chest

Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no

Know that I must pass this test

You can see my heart beating

Oh, you can see it through my chest

I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no

Know that I must pass this test

So, just pull the trigger

[sound of taking a breath]

[sound of pulling the trigger. Gun shot]

The 2016 List
1. A book you meant to read in 2015, but didn't
The Strain
2. A book set in a different continent 
The Valley of Amazement
3. A book from the Goodreads Choice Awards 2015 (winner or nominated) own choice : Mr. Mercedes
4. A book by an author you discovered in 2015 
Stalker
5. A book with a title beginning with the 1st letter of your name
Confessions of a Shopaholic
6. The highest rated on your TBR
Truth or Dare: Do You Have the Courage to Change Your Life?
7. A book about books
The Thirteenth Tale
8. A classic book with less than 200 pages
Death of a Salesman
9. A book that was mentioned in another book
The Stand
10. A book by an author you feel you should have read by now
The Princess Diaries
11. A book from the Rory Gilmore challenge
The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
12. A childhood classic
Agnes Cecilia
13. Reader’s Choice 
Sinuhe egyptiläinen
14. A book with one of the five W’s -or H in the title (Who/What/Where/When/Why/How)
How to Fall in Love
15. A book set in the past (more than 100 years ago)
Jane Eyre
16. A book from the top 100 mystery novels
The Triple Hoax
17. A book with a beautiful cover
Jane Austen's Guide to Dating
18. A book on a summer/beach reading list
The Beach House
19. A non-fiction book
Freddie Mercury: The Definitive Biography
20. A book with a first name in the title
Looking for Alaska
21. A book from the Goodreads Recommendations page
The Colour of Magic
22. The first book in a new to you series
The Awakening
23. The next book in a series you are reading
Lost in a Good Book
24. A "between the numbers" book of a series (0.5, 1,5, 2.5, etc.)
Four: A Divergent Story Collection
25. A book whose main character is in a profession that interests you
Flickan som lekte med elden
26. A book everyone is talking about 
Miehet ovat Marsista, naiset Venuksesta
27. A book with a beautiful title (in your own opinion)
The Notebook
28. A biography, autobiography, or memoir
At My Mother's Knee...: and other low joints
29. A book by an author who writes under more than one name
Misery
30. A fairytale from a culture than your own
Bröderna Lejonhjärta
31. A work of young adult fiction
How to Build a Girl
32. A historical fiction book
The House of Special Purpose
33. The 16th book on your TBR 
The Longest Ride
34. A book about mental illness
The Virgin Suicides
35. An award winning book
The Shipping News
36. An identity book - a book about a different culture, religion or sexual orientation
Born That Way?: A True Story of Overcoming Same-Sex Attraction With Insights for Friends, Families, and Leaders
37. A book that you've seen the movie of but haven't read
Eragon
38. A book about an anti hero
American Gods
39. A previous suggestion that did not make it into the list
Peony in Love
40. A novella from your favorite genre
First Comes Love
41. A book about a major world event (fiction or non-fiction)
11.22.63
42. A top 100 fantasy novel
The Fellowship of the Ring
43. A book about a thing that goes bump in the night
Sacred Intimacy
44. A book you're embarrassed to read in public
Twilight: The Graphic Novel, Vol. 1
45. A book related to a hobby or passion you have
Jesus the Christ
46. A crime story
Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
47. A book with a type of food/drink in the title
Chicken Soup for the Soul
48. A dystopia
Wool
49. A book with a great opening line 
The World According to Garp
50. A book originally written in a language other than English
Den amerikanska flickan
51. A short story from a well-known author
My own choice
The Fault in Our Stars
52. A book published in 2016 

Heips kukkuu! :P

Tervehdys!

Täällä mä taas oon... Sorke, etten oo ikuisuuksien ikuisuuksiin kirjoitellu tänne! Ei oo ollu oikein luova fiilis ja aika/jaksaminen kohdillaan... ANTEEKS! Mä oon hyvin pahoillani.

Hyvät uutiset ensin:

Mä oon ollu tosi terve ja onnellinen viime aikoina.
Mulla on kaikki lääkkeet kohdillaan, jaksan vähä enemmän.
Mun shoppailu himo on hellittäny.
Mä syön vähemmän.

Sitten huonot uutiset. ..

Bisse ja Brianna on ollu vähän kipeitä.
Ne menee lääkärille 19.1.2016
-Eläinlääkäri asema Reviiri- <3

Noniin. Oli aika vähän huonoja uutisia :)

Juu. Ei mulla muuta.